ENTRY 5: NEED YOU ALL TO BE HERE (^_^)

2ND AUGUST 2012
THURSDAY
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          Yesterday was my clumsy day! I don't know why i'm acting like kucing mati anak.. I was very not organized yesterday. I got a lot of things to do. I must give commitment to many kind of assignment  

that lectures 'gift' to me..no.. I feeling like to go to the beach or mountain and scream like a crazy person but some people encourage me and when I remembering them it will help me to reduce my murky.

Happy family!

Friends

           This people is very special in my life which is perfect my family members and my lovely friends. When I with you all I feel happy and my life was organized. When you all are not here everything must be done by myself.  I  know it is time to me to be on my own but what I am trying to say is that I MISSING you all like crazy!

            Maybe some of reader of this post are  laughing at me now while thinking I not matured enough by saying like this  because you are not in my shoes. So please understand my situation.

p/s: My tone was like I'm angry but actually my mood was not in balance situation.. SORRY if I make you feel unsatisfied about my post.. seriously not in mood..